Love, at its finest..

How am I supposed to keep everything inside? Why do I constantly go back and forth?

For the first time in a long time, or ever, God makes me smile. Maybe I am finally believing! He does bring great things in your life, and I guess I should see what we have for what it is. Because He is giving me chances to make this work. To LET it work.

I am just so terrified.

I can't stand not knowing what is going to happen.
I give myself anxiety with this fear.

Ahhh, I just want to be normal. Whatever that is..

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