Tuesday, January 18, 2011

The changes we must make..

So Le'Tonja started Chantix today, which means soon she will be smoke free. I am about to do the same thing. I actually can't wait to be smoke free, because I really just don't want to have to worry about smoking or anything like that anymore. Plus, it will make me much healthier and save me a lot of money. We're also going to start eating healthier and just making ourselves healthier people in general. I think it's a good start..

Sometimes I do wonder where life will take us. I know that I want to be with her, so it is not our relationship that I doubt, but sometimes I just wonder if our paths are truly meant to stay the same, or if someday we may very well just part. It scares me a little, because I fear the future and what it has to hold, as I do not know exactly what that is.. Also, because I don't want to lose what I have, but then again you can't really help what is already meant to be..

For now, I will leave it be. It is what it is..

Maktub..

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